Queen of the Golden City,
Bringing back memories,
Of happy days long ago,
Recalling childhood joys,
Growing up together,
Fighting and loving,
Then, meeting after many years,
Grown into a fine woman
With a fine mind,
Like a clear, clear lake,
Reflecting an exquisite soul,
And then, of her own choosing,
Selecting darkness and obscurity,
Ending her own life,
In a moment of despair,
Rejecting a world,
Full of possibilities,
For merciful oblivion,
No one really knew why,
Gone - but always lingering
On in my memory,
Like a precious moment,
Sweet with nostalgia and love,
Nobility in despair,
Diminishing me by losing her,
Yet, she lives on in my heart,
Till my darkness comes,
- and then blotted out -
Exept for the eternal mind,
Who has recorded her life,
As one of its better moments....
Alfred Charasz
Copyright 2005 Alfred Charasz